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Thoughts about loving, living and dying..
Don't be silly..
Some say you ruined my life,
that you just used me.
Honestly I don’t believe that,
I think you really loved me.
That’s why I nearly laughed,
when I read your latest letter.
So many things r
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Never let you down
Imagine if it was the other way around.
If you slipped and fell to the ground.
Do you realize I would never let you down?
I guess we are different in this you and me.
I could not just willingly
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Popping pills
One pill down,
I don’t feel a thing.
I wonder how long it will be,
for the effect to kick in.
Two pills down,
still feeling nothing at all.
Staring at my phone,
hoping you will call.
T
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So this is how it ends
So this is how it ends,
this thing called us is now finished.
Even through all this pain,
my feelings for you never diminished.
You taught me the true meaning of love,
my time with you I can
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Sacrifice
You never leave my mind,
constantly I think of you.
I just hope I’m not alone in this,
that you think of me too.
Every time I see you,
I just want to hold you tight.
To never let go of you,
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I want to
I want to be me,
without all the lies.
But fear of being vulnerable,
makes me paralyzed
I want to show the world,
how I have changed my ways.
The times of trial and error,
those are long
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Maria
I remember the first time we kissed.
You made me feel truely blessed.
Like an angel descended on me.
You made me forget, if only for a bit.
5 years passed and I never forgot you,
then I saw you
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How does it feel?
How does it feel, to drink alcohol just for fun?
Not just to try and forget, the things you have done.
How does it feel, to sleep undisturbed until the morning?
Instead of being drenched in sweat
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Another failure now
Another failure now,
another chance wasted.
Guess I should be used to it,
It’s all I’ve ever tasted.
Did I want it too much,
is that really what’s wrong.
Does it even matter now,
after yo
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Darkness
Darkness forming on the horizon,
we all feel it one way or another.
It’s as natural to most of us,
as a child loving it’s mother.
Unfortunately I am one of those,
who feel the darkness way t
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A simple apology
Your eyes I´ll never forget,
scared and full of tears.
First time it dawned on me,
the source of all your fears.
I never had imagined,
that source could be me.
But seeing you so frightened,
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I love you because
Your love is so special,
not just for the things you say or do.
But for the way you make me feel,
who I am when I’m with you.
You make me want to start a family,
you have made me start dream
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Under my skin..
Just slept with 3 different girls,
within 48 hours.
But none of that sex,
comes even close to ours.
Even with all the money I make,
or the expensive shit I buy.
Nothing can replace you,
n
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Turning a new leaf.
It’s been a while now,
since I’ve felt the need to write.
I’ve been really busy actually,
so I can ignore my inner fight.
Started a new job as well,
and it feels good to finally say.
All th
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3 in 1
You made me feel..
Kind of lost, but kind of found.
Kind of free, yet kind of bound.
At ease, but uncomfortable.
Content, yet insatiable.
Confident, but daunted.
Loved, yet unwanted.
You made
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How is your conscience?
Thought I was always in control,
but you caught me unprepared
Now it’s a whole new world,
and I admit I am truly scared.
What happened between us,
this is not how you said it would be.
Why
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They are not you.
It’s been 6 months at least,
since I heard you whisper my name.
Yet still my heart is bleeding,
I miss you all the same.
Been living from day to day,
never thinking ‘bout tomorrow.
But cheap
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Closure..
I have a hard time moving on,
I can’t seem to forget.
I think about you every day,
every night you roam in my head.
I just find myself wondering,
repeatedly asking the same questions.
Why d
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You are a Goddess
Your complexion is beautiful,
your soft skin is amazing.
You are a marvellous sight,
with black hair cascading.
Your eyes are like stars,
shining so bright.
Your face is like the moon,
ba
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If I could.
If I could write a song,
that would make you believe.
There is nothing I regret more,
than when I let you leave.
I would sing it to the world,
to make them all hear.
That life improved tenfol
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Why?
Even though you now consider me a bore.
And even though my heart is now sore.
I will love you for eternity and more.
It feels like we missed our chance.
We had the most amazing romance.
And we
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Rain
Outside my window,
the rain is pouring down again.
Feels like every day is cloudy,
keep hoping but in vain.
Each drop is another memory,
of you and our lost love.
Wishing silently for thund
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Why do you hate me?
I don’t understand it,
how can you ignore me.
Don’t you ever think about us,
how can you just let things be?
I thought I meant more to you,
I thought we had something unique.
But the way yo
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I'm sorry
Sitting here alone again,
wondering if you still read my rhymes.
I still miss you so much baby,
I’ve read your mail a thousand times.
It feels so unnatural,
no longer having you in my life.
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I remember
I was only kidding baby,
of course I remember.
It was so very special,
that phone call in December.
I think about it very often,
somehow it always makes me smile.
It fills my heart with hap
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Keep believing
Do you still care about me,
do you ever just want to call?
Have you forgotten all about me,
does it even hurt at all?
When I close my eyes,
I can almost feel your lips for a bit.
Do you rem
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The end of a rope
They say time heals all wounds,
but that’s the biggest lie.
Imagine if that was true,
nobody would ever die.
So some wounds are too great to heal,
too deep to close.
My heart has sustained
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No more need to cry
Don’t know what to believe in anymore,
taking nothing for granted.
Got nothing left to hold me,
soon my name will be on granite.
I’m sure people will think theirs,
I’ll probably be judged as
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A token of my love.
I wish I could kiss you each morning,
and tell you how beautiful you are.
Tell you how proud I am of you,
that you are a shining star.
I miss staying up late at night,
cuddling and hugging yo
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Phone sex..
I remember the first time I saw you,
you took my breath away.
Your eyes held mine for a second,
I will always remember that day.
Months later we held hands in a plane,
such a simple little thi
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I believe
For each day passing by,
we both grow older.
But for each day passing,
you also grow colder.
We don’t talk as we used to,
seems something have changed.
I just can’t figure it out,
the sol
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Memories..
I miss you all the time,
every weekend it’s the same.
All I can think about is Monday,
maybe you will call again.
No matter how hard I try,
every single thing I do.
Brings back memories of
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Come home
Food turning to ash in my mouth,
nothing tastes the same.
You rekindled the spark in my heart,
turned it into a lovely flame.
I look out the window,
but I see the world in gray tones.
Like
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You are very special
These are sad times,
dark times.
Ask the people who know me,
who’ve read my rhymes.
I struggle to make it through,
each winter it’s the same.
The sun is vital to me,
there’s nothing else
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Angel wings
Acceptance of solitude is a bitter pill to swallow,
no matter what you do every day feels hollow.
Facial expression in a frozen constant frown,
finding new meanings to the term broken down.
F
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Never bitter
Images of you constantly flashing across my eyes,
why did you have to remind me of those times?
For too long to remember I’ve mourned the loss of you,
I even fucked countless women looking like
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You reap what you sow
Standing on the threshold,
to a new beginning.
Experience hinders joy,
why should I be winning?
Being happy and positive,
is a state of mind.
I guess those are states,
I have left behind.
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Indian summer
Walking alone on the beach at night,
warm water washing over my feet.
The moon drift lazily across the skies,
for anyone else life would be sweet.
I guess I’m just not anybody else,
for life
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So close, yet so far
Whenever I see your face,
your smile lights up my day.
I could spend the rest of my life,
just listening to what you say.
If you ever become mine,
I will never go to sleep.
Reality will be
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Sands of time
I walked alone for so long,
in this desert we call life.
I watched the grains flow down,
through this hourglass of mine.
Screaming my frustrations,
´till my throat was burning dry.
Pain wrack
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Come to me
Come dark clouds of anger,
bringing to life my fears.
At least in pitch dark,
It’s easier to hide the tears.
Come raging cold at night,
with biting blue frost..
Freeze up my memories,
it
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Change
Change.
It´s never easy.
Most changes come hard fought .
The rest, usually at the highest possible cost.
So I reckon, to change your self, you got two choices.
Either win the lottery, to become a
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Please
This style of life, I have cherished for years now gone.
Almost like a predator, enjoying the hunt.
When the hunt is over, I get bored and move on.
Never lying nor deceiving, but always blunt.
Rec
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Time
Everyone I know,
is so very busy.
I feel I need a break,
running on empty.
We run around hurrying,
paying close attention to clocks.
But time is the only thief,
who knows no locks.
As
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Brown to gray
My feelings for you,
I never hesitated to declare.
But it was all to much for you,
maybe you got scared?
The things I said were serious,
so much I hardly dared.
But you might as well have tol
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Remember me
Sometimes I wish I could explain,
the complexity of my thoughts.
But my mind can not keep track,
of all these tangled knots.
Sometimes it's hard for me,
just to fall asleep.
It seems the feeli
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Why do you?
Why do you promise me?
When we both know, it can never be.
Why do you touch me gently?
Your fingers on my skin, moving lazily.
Why do you kiss me?
I think of you often, so wistfully.
Why d
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Desire
The sweet scent, tells me your near.
Cantering towards me, I spot you at last.
Leaning in close, whispering in my ear.
My heart is pounding, blood running so fast.
You whisper sweet words, t
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I miss you
I miss you, like the child miss its mother.
I revel in your respect, you treat me as a brother.
I miss you, like the lion miss the wild.
You make me stop and think, to remember my inner child.
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Demon tales
Long leathery tail, whipping up dust.
The sight before me, awakens suppressed lust.
Great talonned feet, scraping the ground.
A low grumble escapes my lips, you tremble at the sound.
Saliva dr
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Confessions of a sinner...
Why mix the liqeuor, when I can drink it pure.
For my kind of illness, there exists no cure.
Its not mental, in the body or because I´m old.
It’s a fundamental flaw, deep down in my soul.
Look
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You.
Your lips, filled with red and looking so divine.
Everytime we kiss, it´s like tasting expensive wine.
Your eyes, glittering like stars in the night.
Each time you look at me, all my thoughts tak
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Do you?
Do you ever remember me?
Or do you enjoy being free.
Do you think of me still?
I think of you against my will.
Do you ever consider calling?
Ever since you left, I have been falling.
Do yo
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Finally free..
Floor number six.
This is where, we played our tricks.
Floor number five,
Where I first time, thought of the dive.
Floor number four.
It´s too hard, can´t take it anymore.
Floor number thr
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A walk in the rain
Raindrops and tears, streaming down my face.
A bittersweet mix, with a sad taste.
Walking, soaked and alone in the rain.
My mind is numb, but my heart aches with pain.
One foot in front of the ot
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Floating
Floating in this murky water.
Emotions crashing all around me.
Trying in vain to reach them.
Thoughts whirling like a maelstrom.
Passing by to fast to think.
Grasping for straws.
Something to h
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Each time
Each time, my eyes search for you.
You are, what all men seek.
Elegance and perfection, embodied.
A distant dream so weak..
Each time, you look at me.
I bathe in the glow, from your eyes.
I lo
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What happened?
Staring out the window, trying to remember.
My mind is clouded, filled with blank spots.
Only thing I recall, is blood and tears.
And a nameless, sad little whisper.
I know these voices, I recog
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Trust
Trust is such a fragile thing.
Yet we all desire the joy it can bring.
We trust in our family, our bond of blood.
They believe in us, when others do not.
We trust in our friends, to be loyal a
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Descending stairs
As I descend these stairs of my mind.
Suddenly, it dawns on me.
Leaving the cruelty of life behind.
This is the way it was meant to be.
No matter the depth they take me to.
Wanting to be t
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Soaring
Only with you I want to stay,
Flying across the sky, away.
I am feeling like a real king,
And beneath us is everything.
I haven´t treasures nor estate,
But I offer something great.
Over the tops
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Say goodbye
How do I say goodbye,
my love when you go away.
How do I find the strength,
when I only want you to stay.
Your smile warms my heart,
your laughter I will miss.
How do I say goodbye my love,
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Factory of life
This factory was built, the day I was born.
Back then it was busy, bustling with life and joy.
They even named it after me.
This used to be a happy place, back when I was a boy.
After a few ye
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