Rain

Outside my window,
the rain is pouring down again.
Feels like every day is cloudy,
keep hoping but in vain.

Each drop is another memory,
of you and our lost love.
Wishing silently for thunder,
lightning to strike me from above.

Sipping whiskey straight up,
all my troubles start to drown.
But as soon as I get sober again,
the thoughts come back around.

Don’t understand why you left me,
can’t stop thinking.
Feel like I’m going down,
my life’s boat is sinking.

With you I was falling in love,
now I’m only falling.
Never knew pain like that,
when you stopped calling.

You just ignore me now,
guess you’re trying to forget.
I fought for you and for us,
and this is the thanks I get.

Look at myself in the mirror,
why am I still staying here?
You don’t love me anymore,
I am not happy here.

The pain is all around me,
got no place left to run.
No energy left for fighting,
maybe I should just get a gun.