Memories..

I miss you all the time,
every weekend it’s the same.
All I can think about is Monday,
maybe you will call again.

No matter how hard I try,
every single thing I do.
Brings back memories of us,
everything reminds me of you.

Reminds me of the things we did together,
the future plans we shared.
These thoughts are always with me,
I can’t pretend like I don’t care.

You’ve got to understand how hard it is,
living without you each day.
When there’s nothing I can do for us,
besides hope and pray.

I can’t even think about other girls,
the mere thought makes me sick.
Feels like I’m cheating on you,
just to look at another chick.

But you bury yourself in work,
pretend all is good and well.
Even though you are aware,
every day for me is hell.

You lock all your feelings away,
trying to forget maybe.
Do you truly believe it yourself,
when you say you love me?

I believe in you when you say it,
but this can’t go on much longer.
For now we still love each other,
but will it continue to grow stronger?

So something has to change eventually,
I just hope it will.
But for now nothing has changed,
we love each other still.

So I continue to walk alone each day,
I sleep alone each night.
Dreaming of a future with you,
a future so shining bright.

And when the darkness closes in on me,
I imagine your smiling face.
I use your memory to guide me,
to keep my love for you ablaze.

So now I stand before you,
naked and very vulnerable.
My heart is yours to heal or destroy,
your choice is crucial.