Don't be silly..

Some say you ruined my life,
that you just used me.
Honestly I don’t believe that,
I think you really loved me.

That’s why I nearly laughed,
when I read your latest letter.
So many things ring false,
surely you can do better.

Either you wrote it for my sake,
or maybe he forced you.
Whatever the reason,
none of it is true.

Thanks for trying though,
it was a sweet thought.
It was probably not that easy,
so I appreciate the effort.

You could never lie to me,
you never found out how.
Don’t be silly girl,
why would you start now?

Not that it matters though,
I have accepted your choice.
Although it hurts real bad,
I’ll learn to live without your voice.

I’ll be alright though don’t worry,
in time I’ll even get well.
I believe we’ll be together one day,
but only time can tell.

I don’t approve of your decision,
but I got my feet back on the ground.
Just remember what I said,
the next time he slaps you around.

And when you just want to be loved,
to try a real relationship.
Whether you call me or write me,
just give me a little tip.

I’ll come pick you up,
like I always said I’d do.
No matter when or where,
I’ll always have room for you.

So until that time,
take good care of yourself.
I’m not there to do it for you,
and I’m worried ‘bout your health.

At some point in the future,
I’m sure we’ll meet again.
I will cherish my memories of you,
and outgrow all the pain.

Remember me fondly,
allow your memories to be sweet.
Be safe and be well baby,
until next time we meet..