Never bitter

Images of you constantly flashing across my eyes,
why did you have to remind me of those times?

For too long to remember I’ve mourned the loss of you,
I even fucked countless women looking like you.

Not a single one was a worthy replacement,
yet still I could never be acceptant.

It’s simple facts really when you think of it,
you abandoned me how could I forget?

It’s not ok now and it wasn’t back then,
you left me alone in the deep end.

I’m not bitter I hope you understand,
but how many wounds can a heart truly stand?

I loved you and you left me,
don’t ever cry to me that it couldn’t be.