Turning a new leaf.

It’s been a while now,
since I’ve felt the need to write.
I’ve been really busy actually,
so I can ignore my inner fight.

Started a new job as well,
and it feels good to finally say.
All the things we both dreamed about,
they are mine today.

I must admit I had my doubts,
but somehow I kept my life afloat.
Now I can think back on us,
as I enjoy the sunset on my boat.

It’s funny how things change,
when the rain stops and the sky clears.
I thought it would rain forever,
but now the sun burns away my fears.

It’s almost like a new life,
like I’ve gotten a second chance.
I am turning a new leaf,
I am starting another dance.

I love my new job,
and I get to travel a lot as well.
I am so happy now it’s weird,
that half a year ago I was in hell.

I’ve seen a few girls lately,
but nothing really serious.
I guess you can’t blame me,
for being a bit precarious.

But I don’t feel like settling down,
even though they seem alright.
I wonder if I’m still waiting for you,
somewhere deep inside.

It feels like I am over you,
you no longer make me cry.
My memories don’t make me sad,
I no longer want to die.

I am on top now,
I am finally in control.
But I still think of you a lot,
I can’t seem to let that go.

I guess I will always think of you,
until my last day.
The one true love of my life,
the one that got away.