Closure..

I have a hard time moving on,
I can’t seem to forget.
I think about you every day,
every night you roam in my head.

I just find myself wondering,
repeatedly asking the same questions.
Why did you ignore me?
Was hurting me really your intentions?

Do you blame me for everything,
that went wrong between us?
I can hardly be held responsible,
I still don’t know the cause.

I don’t even understand,
why you won’t talk to me.
What are you afraid of,
and do you really have a reason to be?

You said all these sweet things,
convinced me that you loved me.
But if you really love me,
why don’t you end my misery?

I can understand if you don’t love me,
in time I’ll even accept it.
But to just ignore me is cruel,
you make me feel like shit.

I just need to hear it from you,
to know that you are sure.
Whatever the outcome is,
I guess I need the closure.

So just tell me baby,
and please don’t lie to me anymore.
Did you mean what you said,
one day you would knock on my door?

Or do you hate me so much,
you never want to see me again.
Just tell me the truth,
I promise I can take the pain.