A walk in the rain

Raindrops and tears, streaming down my face.
A bittersweet mix, with a sad taste.
Walking, soaked and alone in the rain.
My mind is numb, but my heart aches with pain.
One foot in front of the other, unsteady and slow.
My grey ashen eyes, has lost their glow.
Fingers shaking, my muscles are hurting.
Shoulders hunched, from carrying this burden.
People stop and point at me, laughing and staring.
Nothing really matter anymore, I´ve stopped caring.
Laugh all you want, it changes nothing.
My life is in ruins, and nobody´s mourning.
I start running, my heart is pounding.
The sounds are deafening, my blood is pumping.
Sprinting faster and faster, don´t know where to.
All I can focus on, is to get away from you.
As I near the ledge, I consider giving life a second chance.
But then I think of you, and my speed is enhanced.
I never asked for any of this, you wounded me to deep.
I shed a final tear and smile, as I take the final leap.