She's gone.

She's Gone.
You made up your mind that it was time - it was over.
Now that we have come that far, you decided to leave me.
I would not have chosen the way you choose.
I think I still can find a way to keep on going.
But my heart is broken now.
And you'll never come back.

At the start we agreed to stop our relationship.
Now hours, days, weeks have gone.
I have really realized that you were everything to me.
And I miss you more than ever.
Oh, it is so hard and it is so complicated.

I'm trying to find out, who I am.
I'm not the same, as I was before.
A new life, new adventures and new days.
Now I just have to get her out of my sight.
Even if it hurts!

Got to let it go. Got to let it go.
Same words, flying around in my head.
Keep on fighting, come on - keep on fighting!
It is never easy to move on,
but this time, I have really have to move on.

I hope that in time you will find what you are searching.
Just so I can say
that you had a reason to leave me, even though you still love me.
I love you and you love me too.
I'm totally broken inside my heart.

Girl, I, I really miss you.
My heart is broken.
Broken.

Every single thing we had together,
is gone.
Every single hour we loved together,
is past now.
And every picture I had of you,
is burned.

Oh, it hurts, it hurts.
I miss you, I love you.

My world turned the wrong way.
Now I'm emty and lonely again.
I keep on telling myself theese words:
”I'm not supposed to love you anymore”.
Am I?

A song which chorus I feel inside:
”
Oh I shouldn't care or wonder where
and how you are
But I can't hide this hurt inside my
broken heart
I'm fighting back emotions that I've
never fought before
Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore
”

It is never easy to say goodbye.
I can't face it.
I won't believe it.
But now it is time to move on in life.
Life moves on and so do I unfortuanately.