Do you hear me?

As I am sitting here alone in my room,
I fell how the tears push on my heart,
From the inside, trying to get out,
Trying to see the light.
I hate the way people push me away, like im poison.
What have I ever done to desourve (fortjene) that treatment?
Guys like me, hate me, then forget me,
How does that fit together?
-I just want an answer,
want to know whats wrong with me,
what it is that I do wrong.
-maybe I don’t really wanna know inside,
I think about it all the time,
And i dont need to know it,
Keep it to yourself!
-How can you love me, when other people don't?
When other people choose to judge me, before they know me,
Why dont they even try to get to know me?!
I have been thinking, and maybe it is me,
maybe I am just not right?
Why are you so diffrent?
Why do you want to know me better then anyone before,
‘Cause in my heart i know that you probably gonna hurt my soul so much, so bad!
-If I hurt you, then I'm sorry!
But why did you ever have to put me thrue that guilttrip?!
Get out of my heart, out of my life, thats what I said,
But not to you,
Because I could’nt see you in your eyes,
But you just became like everybody else!
You used me so hard.
(you began to hate me)
do you know how much that hurted me?
I spented my time on you,
I did thinks with you that i have never done before!
What im trying to say is;
that i loved you,
My loved burned,
And it burned me to!