Tearing me apart

Why did’t you leave me?
I'm screaming, running, bleeding.
-I'm all alone, you betrayd me.

I'm dying from the inside,
you are tearing me apart.
-my soul is bleeding,
I can still see the knife in my head.
-you left me!

I lying awake at night, wondering: why?
I just want to fell you one last time.
-you left me without anyone else.
(all alone)

I'm speaking to the atmosphere.
I cant stop the pain,
Im falling, screaming, dying.