Complete what i started

It seems like I do everything wrong,
I'm destant to be miles away from you.
I'm lonely in time,
Searching for a place to be more alone,
Complete it.
So I can feel it even more.
Searching for a place that dosent exits,
but I will create it.
Make it feel real,
Cause nothing is more real then pain.
Pain of the darkness,
Fear of the lonliness.