The pain within

the one who newer found
the one who always bound

here am i
here i was
here i will be
and here i am no more

you walk by me
you leave me
but i understand, oh yes i do
the one who always founded by you
NOT ME
NEWER ME
FOREVER ME
BUT ALWAYS IT IS ME

im right here
waiting for you

but i know you won´t
and you newer will
couse this is hate
this is pain
ans this is whats driving me insane

i will newer feel again
newer go free again
and i will newer see again

it´s something i said
and now you leaving

everyone does
but i understand
oh yes i do
i just wish that i could hate you
but the one i hate
can only be myself
my i
my self
my body
my mind

my thougts
my fear
my hate
and whats always on my mind
always ready to change
always ready to stay

just like the stray
you feed it ones and now it stayes

"where do i take this pain of min
i run but it stayes right by my side

so tear me open pour me out
theres things inside they scream and shout
so hold me, until it sleeps"

just like the one tho newer forgives
im the one who are newer forgiven
i newer forgive for what i´ve done

i will newer look aside of what i´ve done
it´s just the way it is
soon i will be
soon i are
soon i was
and soon im am no more

"so tear me open, but be ware, theres things inside whitout a care
and the dirt still stains me
so wash me, until im clean"

this is my last refrain
my last hope
i´ll make it gone
cause now i see the sun
i fear it all, but still... im calm

"i´ll tear me open, i´ll make you gone
no more can you hurt anyone
and the fear still shakes me
so hold me until is sleeps"

forever hate forever love
forever hate forever see
forever hate forever i will know...
that all i do.
i do it for all of you

"and the pain still hates me
so hold me
until it sleeps"