Thinking of you

im sitting here
starring at the wall
looking at the picture at the wall
thinking my memories through
thinking the thoughts, how much i love you

the memory remains
always, there to stay
always there to be in my mind
always there to remind me of your voice in my head

i call on you from where i am
make you know that i am
here if you should ever considder,
before these dreams wither,
about taking me back as i am

but i dont think that will happen
couse i am the only one guilty
for cousing you pain
and thats wakes a mandan in my brain