Have you ever

Have you ever tried to wake up in the morning
and realise that you still live
have you ever tried to stand up
and realise that you still breath

HAVE YOU EVER FUCKING TRIED TO MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY
HAVE YOU EVER WISHED THAT YOU HAD DIED
AND YOU MIND WAS TORN ASRAY

ever looked down into the water and hoped that you would fall and drown

HAVE YOU EVER
BEEN AT HIS POINT
WHERE PEPLE LEAVE YOU BE
IN THE DARK SPACE

Do you know when people walk up to you and say that you must wake up
AND YOU GO HOME AND HATE YOUSELF FOR WHAT PEOPLE SAID
when they say that you must wake up from the dream, and start to live
you hate youself course you cant

its a war againts youself, and to compete with that people want you to do
to make youself important is a sin a sin against you soul

there is few ways to make this pain leave for good
one is to find those, that you knew understod
another is to make this life has an end
a thierd is to stay, in this dark place, where people dont understand
i fouths is to die in mind, and stop to care
a fifth is to pray to the gods, and hope that you life will last
to the point... where you do no longer remember you past

now... you read this poem and look into my eyes...
and then tell me whats this all about?
i hope you understand once and for all
i hope that you know... i would rather bleed in pain, then once and for all fall

what is this life about?
where can i reach it?
where can i find a jewel in my time?
and how can i keep it?

what is this poem about?