They get what they want

cant see the light
cant see no hope
cant see the reality as it is
cant see the world as it is

i cant understand this meaning of life
i cant understand this simply mind
i cant understand how i should be able to live
when the persons i hurt are unable to forgive

they own me nothing
they have me in their dept
they burn me like i have deserved
they drain me of my last...

i ow them everything
i ow them all
i ow them my life
i ow them to my death

the people i love
the few i care about
the few i belong to
the plenty who want we gone

one day... they get what they want
im leaving this werry place for good
packing my stuff, and walk out the door
say goosbye, as the keyes hit the floor

say helo to my dear little friend
his called selfhatred...
theres only one way to get rit of him
thats to stay with the good times...
but when theyre gone,..
there no longer... any bell chime

his my only companion for life
and his gonna stay