My life

Far away from everything
I fear to get near
I turn my head and see the other way.
Close my eyes
but it still won't help.
It is still you I see.
Still you I want to be with.
I want to live your life
and let you live in my mind.
It's a dangerous road.
And I fear to get near.
You seem to have so much and
I seem to have so little.
You seem to be so free and
I seem to be living behind an invisible wall.
I'm afraid to live my own life.
I make the wall even higher.
I'm far away from everything.
I fear to get near.
Why don't I dare to live my own life?