Bad Day

I wanted you by my side.
Never said that I truly loved you, missed you, cared for you.
I always thought you'd stay.
Never dreamed of such a day.

Saw it in the mirror.
Hoped that all was over by the time you let go of her hand.
Took some time to realise that the dream no longer was mine.

Took the first book - threw it into the wall.
Caught you eyes behind the window in my door.
Never would have dreamed of an ending this way.
This just wasn't my day!

It's all over - gone - forever on.
But in my heart I'll always feel, what I now wish I'd said before.