Ever or never

Trying to get hold of my self
A difficult situation is near
To see you again makes me feel caught in a cage
I have reached the day that I fear

Did you love me ever?
Only you, my questions can answer

Trying to walk on by, not to look a side
Leaving would be best
Best for everyone here
My heart will jump out of my chest

Did you ever feel it?
I need you to admit

You once were me hope, me life, my dream
You once gave me what no one else could see
We were together me and you
It were so great, at least it would seem.

Did you feel it for real ever?
Or were we in love - or never?