THANKS!!!<3

I gotta say I'm the luckiest girl on earth,
I thank God for giving my mother this birth.
I thank friends and family for getting me there,
to the point of no return, where I faced my fear.
I thank my mom for not just pretending to be,
the loving and caring mom she's always been for me.
I thank destiny for the way it was all planded,
I thank my stupidness for fucking it up so I landed.
On the bottom of the deepest hell under the sea,
I thank everything for being just the way it's suposed to be.
I thank my sister so much for just trying to pretend,
untill she realised my insanity will never end.
I thank my father for not being there from the start,
for making my life so terificly hard.
I thank my school for being as boring as shit,
I thank my dearest friend for being here with a split.
When I was down almost every single day,
those who never gave up on me, there's not much to say.
Than I thank ya all for being here when I needed a shoulder to cry on,
And the friend who were there ready to chill when I needed something to smoke on.
I thank all my friend who's been silly enough to hang out on the station at night,
For laughing while I puke in a busch but still holding me tight.
I thank all my haters for hating me so bad,
I thank all the people who's made me feel so low and sad.
Cause all because of this, all the things that happend through the years,
all the times through happiness and sadness and fears.
Made me realize who I am, showed me the truth of all times,
learned me how to love and hate, learned me why to draw lines.
The shit that made me lower than low,
the good thing that gave me something to show.
Some made me happy other made me sad,
some made me realize what I once had.
Some broke my heart others held it up,
some made me cry, same made me stop.
some I still care about, but gotta forget,
but what's done is done and what's said is said.
I'm thanking ya' all for being there, even if you're not anymore,
cause I'm starting a new life up, and you can be sure.
the best thing in life is what's closesed to you heart,
it can be the one you gave it to or the one who wripped it apart.
Just never forget and always keep in mind,
that you're lucky if you have love, cause it's God damn hard to find.