Feelings are overrated (at least until you’d had your heart brok

I’ve got a feeling tearing inside,
Got a mind that can’t decide.
I’ve waited for you for it seems like years.
Watched you grow old, watched me fall apart in tears.

I know life is just a silly game,
But still I can’t help but want everything to me the same.
The same as it was before,
Before you walked away and closed the door.

My greatest fear have finally become reality,
Why don’t you turn around and see?
Maybe even remember me, and the promises you gave,
If you run now, there’s still a lot we can fix and save.

And even though I can’t be with you,
I just hope you’ll find happiness, I really do.
And if only I was sure that you'll never come back (though it would be hard),
But I keep on hoping for you, keep on disappointing my heart.