Never let go of me

I'm sitting here, by myself in my room
Thinking of my life, trying to zoom
Looking closer at all my stuff
Thinking of you, but that's not enough
I don't know how I feel about you
You say you love me, but is that true?
I'm afraid of getting hurt
Like the other times, it started as a flirt
Like it does now, I'm sorry to say
I can't do it, but stay anyway

Stay with me, just like friends do
Is friends ok? and what about you?
I know words hurt, but plz understand
I was crying last time when you let go of my hand
I don't wanna hurt you, but I know I do
Breaking the ice around my heart, trying to come through
But everything seems useless and cold
I saw you through the ice, and wanted you to hold
Keeping you in my arms, the ice would melt
But then you let go, and it all kind of fell

The next thing I knew, I was lying in my bed
I opened my eyes, and heard a voice said:
''I won't ever leave you, cause you're my love
Friends or not, I love you to the skyes above''
I saw you sitting, on a chair by my bed
''What happened baby, did I hit my head''
''No'', you said and softly kissed my cheek
I looked in your eyes, I fell so weak

But now I know that we will always be
I just saw a flower blooming on our friendshiptree
I now know the meaning, of 'together forever'
Hold my hand tight, never let go, never ..