Dear Heart

* Dear HEART *

So this is how it feels to be in love
Butterflies in the stomach and legs that are weakened
Heart skipping beats ..
That can't be safe?
He smiles, I blush
He talks, I melt
He takes my hand, I'm in heaven
He kisses me, I'm .. I have no words for that!
Everytime he is near, he leaves me speechless
I just run out of words to say
I'm blinded by his looks and stunned by his voice

He tells me those three words I long to hear
Often misused and often said with no meaning
Superficial
But with him it's different, HEART
I know that
I see it in his eyes

The first time we met, the angels whispered 'perfect'
Already at that time, he left me speechless
Nobodys perfect, until you fall in love with them
But Heart, believe me, he was perfect even before I did
They say that love is blind and that has a whole new meaning with him
A good one
I'm blinded by him
Everytime
Love

Love wasn't really love until I met him
And you HEART, you speak to me and tells me to relax
He is the only boy that makes you beat faster and slower at the same time
It's an amazing feeling that I can't put into words
Can't put HIM into words

A wise person once told me:
Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an illusion!
With him it's not an illusion
What I feel is real, HEART
I love him, and it's not something I thought about until now
I didn't tell my mind to love him, or to care for him
It just does
Can't live without him anymore cause' who will make it all better when pain assume?

Everything is different with him, HEART
I see the world from a new perspective
A brighter one
A positive one
I smile at the sky, knowing that he loves me and knowing that he cares

I know now that
love isn't about finding a perfect person
It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly
And that's how I see him, HEART
But I also see him as a perfect person
All in one, I guess you could say

He is my sunshine on rainy days
He leads all the clouds out of sight
With him I can be myself and he still loves me
Could I ask for more?
I don't think so, I only ask for him
And I got what I asked for
My skies are grey without him, HEART
I can't believe my own luck

Loving him is like breathing
How can I stop?
Just look at him
His personality and everything
I really do believe that he is a fallen angel
Nobody can be that wonderful and still be a human being !

I remember one time he was very sad
He came to me and talked to me
I could see the sadness in his eyes but I couldn't help smiling
It's terrible, I KNOW
But he was so sweet
Clear eyes and a wounded heart
How could he be so adorable and sad at the same time?
But I pulled myself together, and said things that made him feel better
He deserves the best of the best
Although I can't give him as much as I want to
I chose to give him you, my Heart
Sometimes I don't even know if he deserves me
Cause HEART, I'm not a perfect girl

Sometimes I ask myself:
Damn girl how did you ever get so lucky?
To know a guy like him has made me happy in a million ways
And if he ever decides to leave I will think of a million reason to make him stay

He's what I've been looking for
He fills my brain with thoughts of him
Every minute
Every hour
Every night
Every morning
Every day
He can make me smile without saying a word
He speaks to my heart

In a room full of people, he is always the first one I look for
We all know that everybody needs somebody
And I believe that he is my somebody
I could choose any other guy than him
But he is my choice
My love
My babyboy

HEART, I don't think I have to dream anymore
I got him now and that's a dream
A dream come true

It's just like a perfect fairytale
I'm the princess and he's the prince charming
I look out my window, waiting for him
Lots of other princes' come and ask for me
But I send them away
They are not HIM
At last he comes and I say 'yes' without a doubt
And happily ever after, stopped being an illusion
That's our fairytale

I really do think that him and I belong together
It's really good to hear his voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel
The way he looks at me leaves me breathless
Every single time, HEART

Maybe he's a bad influence
Actually we joke alot about that
He makes me skip classes and I agree to do it
He makes me be with him instead of doing my homework
But I don't regret anything
Maybe I like him being a 'bad influence'
As long as he's MY bad influence

His mind and the sight of him makes me stronger
Everytime I see a movie about love, I picture him and I
Holding hands and kissing each other as if there was no tomorrow
I'm not just in love, HEART
I'm obsessed !

I'm so jealous of every girl that has ever hugged him
Because for just one moment she held my entire world

He has me crying at night when I think of him
Knowing that I can't be with him all the time
I hate missing him and I hate it when he isn't near
Heart, all I really want is for one guy to prove to me
that they are not all the same

I swear, I could lay down all day with him
Just looking in his eyes
When he holds my hand i never want him to let go
I want to spend forever in his arms
I love it when he holds me close to him
I feel his heartbeat
If I can't feel it, then he's too far away

So HEART, I could go on and on and on and on and ..
You get the idea, but I have to stop now
I just got a message from him
And I have to think twice of what I answer
I don't wanna be acting like I'm too addicted
All though I am
Thanks for listening HEART.
He came to save you and put you together again
All the pieces were missing but he has found them all!

I really love him
I really do ..

Hugs from me