To my angel so precious.

Once I asked my self;
how can I life without you
how I can survive my life
without having you by my side.

Once thougt I was doomed,
by the darkness and chaos.
But I was so wrong,
you showed me.

Once I lifed,
playing hide and seek,
With my own heart and feelings.
You pulled me out.

I lost you by death,
but I never lost you in reality.
You are still by my side,
you´ve become my angel now.

I often feel you, your presence,
without knowing how or why,
I just do.
Sweetie... you will alwyas be in my heart.

You found the key to my heart,
unlocked it, and got in,
as a friend and a loved one.
You became so extremely precious to me

I always loved you,
and I will always do.
You are the owner of a very large spot,
in the deepest of my heart.

If you were yet alive,
standing by my side right now,
with flesh, blood and a pulse,
you properly know what I would do.

I would pull you down in the couch,
lay my self on top of you,
hug and kiss you as crazy, just enjoy you.
You wouldnt mind that all, would ya? No... Not at all

You came in my darkest hour,
you brought me to the joy.
You left me in the light,
and I went down big time.

I promised you something,
talking to you, in the hope you were listening,
I know you did.
I promised to continue living,
and dont let my self be stopped for anything.

That promise, I intent to hold,
but only in a certain time.
When my body has gone tired and old,
till I will die by old age, and leave my shoes behind.

And then I can only hope,
that you promise me,
that you will leade me on my read,
and later in to heaven, with you.