I don't know

I’m blank
The empty side scares me
It gets me confused
I’m sitting with all kinds of feelings

I’m sad
I don’t know if i have a place to call home
Theres nothing really to come home to
It all hurts me
It’s just shallow
Maybe it would me better if i were gone?
I don’t know
I don’t know anything

I’m happy
I’ve got the greatest guy on earth
I’m really in love with him
When i’m with him it’s like nothing else matters
He makes me forget about all the pain
He makes me forget everything that causes the pain
He makes me feel in heaven
But can you be in heaven?
I don’t know
I don’t know anything

I’m confused
I get confused over so many things
Doesn’t my mom loves me?
Why did she say all those things?
Did she do it to hurt me?
‘Cause she did
I wanted to be out of her life so i wouldn’t hurt her anymore
I wanted to be out of everyones life
I was hurting everybody
But would that help?
I don’t know
I don’t know anything