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mom im sorry for all this shit i done,i will just make you fucking proud mom,i know i do some mistakes,but i wanna do what i takes to just wanna hear you say that you are proud mom,im going too school just too wanna hear you say your proud mom,every time i do a little mistake your always dissapointed. sometimes i just need you to shut tha fuck up,but everytime i just need you to be there,you still have no time so you can hear what i have to say ,theres is to many ways to change,i do what i gotta do,and when i look at you,you act like a fool,youre always try to protect me from dad,but let him fucking hit me,he will be sorry,mom get the hell out of here,hes no good for you and me,im gonna be fine,i can make it,there is only 3 years til im gone,mom dont be worry im gonna be okay,because he will make me going to heaven,let him kill me if he want 2,i promise you he will be sorry..
just get the hell out of here mom,i dont like too see you cry,let me take my punishment 4 what i done,there is nothing you can do then leave,i know i have make your life in hell,but i promise you mom.one day you will be proud of me...you will always be the girl in my life mom,but just leave before i cry in pain,i dont wanna have you see it, you have never see that pain i have insight,mom why are you still here,i begging you 2 leave,mom please go and dont turn back.. you will just be sad.. dont cry mom i can take it,he wanna regreat this,cuz this time mom im gonna tell him: hit me if you want to,you will regreat,just remember im your daughter that you hate,im your daughter that loved you before,im your daughter there gonna kick your ass to the floor ..mom dont forget,you will always be the girl in my life,and i loved you,mom it´s not your fault,mom just remember that day just please remember..