Im sorry

Sometimes when having trouble with my boy
Seems like the only thing to do is leave this world
Duck down and hide, commit suicide
Thats right, fuck my pride, and everytime u called me, you say the words i want to hear,and im still playing and cry all those tears,
and everytime you love me,it comes back tenfold,because youre not a hoe,baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed i would give it to you,thats how much i care for you,
but bitch i know i hurt you,i know youre messin around,i gave you everything i could bitch and all your fucking promises,and youre still fucking around,
but now go to sleep bitch,u gotta close your eyes,before i hit you, and more you put me through more i just love you,
we dont trust each other,and sometimes you dont know how hard it is to be hurt.. im a old player and youre playing with my worth,and we truly love each other that´s why we always fight, every fucking night,
But I won't be made a fool of, If this is true love, You wouldn't do what, You did last time, You wouldn't screw up, This time, Cuz this time boy, I'm tellin you what, You do it again I'm fuckin you up, No matter what...
messin around again and you will be dead,believe me i have the power in me,you cant escape me,yeah thats right baby, im still within

and you think that i do what you say,nahh fuck that i dont know you anyway,and you said that you loved me but do those things anyway,you always make me sad,you say u own me,but this time its a fool that growing..youre growing in my mind.. i still love you,but i hate you so much,those things that you do with me and you,you drive me insane,and all this fucking pain,one day its gonna kill me someday,you think this is a game,yeah its my game,im a player 4-life,and i will not be your wife,you say its over and always come back a few days later,when you have hurt me,i fucked around with a very big smile, a few times i gave you my heart and you teared it apart, but what you gonna do will come back to you,you dont even knew this things i do,i smoke weed and still im on the lead,when people ask me this life is a desead..and everytime you say some shit to me,is it me you gonna hit, why the fuck can you just let me go and let me show im a proud girl there gonna make the flow,im going to the top and find me a boy that gonna me hes ,there gonna be there for me,and support me,there gonna love me for the person i am,and its sutch i shame,that you dont see,that i could be,the woman that you have,and it still so sad,that u make me mad ,you called me stupid things,threat me,but it dont hit me,you always come back a few days later and want me back,and i take you back,so i can relax and make the good things with the bad,but i promise you one day i will not take you back,you have hurt me to much and make me so sad,one day i will turn around and give you my back,because i gotta move on ,i will find a man there gonna treat me right and give me what i wanted at night,never will say those things to me,but its so sad that i will never forget you,those things that you have do to me have hurt me,i thought that i will never be hurt,im to cold,but everytime u said that you loved me it comes back tenfold..and 2 months later i found i new man,that respect me and take as i am,and you called me and said you loved me,you come home to me and fight with my man,and said you own me ,you say you wanna marry me and have kids with me and your sorry about the things that you have done to me,but i cant forgive you,i have a new man now that can take care of me,respect me and make love to me,those things you dont have give to me,but one thing i know,you could never be replased,no matter how hard i try,you will still be, but my heart can´t take it anymore,and thats why i have closed the door,some day i maybe regreat but i will always remember what you said, but fuck what i said to you,those words don´t mean shit now...