..........I Can't Anymore..........

To Dennis W. N.

I just can’t believe I could be so blind.
To fall for your damn lies
Why did you have to make me happy, for just a little time?
Why did you let me see the light, in the end of the darkness?
Why did you have to tell me, that you loved me?
When it’s was a lie.
Why?
I can believe, that I just ruined my family, because you felt me up with mean lies.
I can believe, that I was ready to give up anything, just for you.
Just so that we could be together, and you could be happy.
Do you realise how hurt I am?
I gave you a part of me, and you just use me, and felt me up with lies, and now I’m hurt, and I don’t know how to get over you.
I go thru the day, thinking of you, dreaming of a life with you, be my side.
I can’t get over you, can’t stop thinking of you.
How in the world could you promise me a lifetime with you, when you didn’t mean a single word?
How could you use me like that, and then, just trough me away like I was nothing.
How?
Did you really though, that I just would forget the man I love?
Yes, you know it’s you I’m talking about.
Why can’t you just talk to me?
Why can you just tell me, that you don’t want me anyway?
Why?
Are you really so cold, when its come to me?
I would do anything for you, and I have done anything you wanted me to do,
But now, you are so cold.
Why?
I can’t get up, because of you…………..
My eyes don’t smile anymore, because of you……
My heart, do not beats, because of you………
I my head, there is only YOU…………
So……………...
Please, please… tell me that you don’t want me,
So I can go on with my life!!!!!!!!!!


The saddest girl in the world!
Maria.