Think Twice

Think twice,
is all I can say...
Before you do,
think twice...
I didn't,
and now i pay the price...
I've lost the one I love,
and the one I care for..
I mizz him,
and cry everytime i think about him.
He was my best friend,
at least for me, he was.
I trusted him,
and he never betrayed me.
I shared my life-story with him,
and he helped me...
I try and try,
to get you back.
But it seems meaningless,
all you do is to reject me.
Damn it,
now I weep again!!!

I miss you,
I need you,
I love you,
I want you,

You were there,
and you supported me.
I trusted you,
and you let me be your friend.
We went through so much,
but I spoiled it all...!

Damn it, I hate myself,
when I ruin my life like this!!!

If you can ever forgive me,
PLEASE do, 'cause the only thing i live on right now,
is the hope,
"That I can get you back as my friend..!"... But it really DOES seems meaningless..!

I hate my life,
I hate my world,
I hate myself,

I could kill myself,
but then again...
I wouldn't...
and i can't...

I'm to scared,
and to frightened to do such a thing..

That would also kill the hope that there could become light in me again...
The light,
that only you can fire...!

"My heart is burning,
full of sorrow.
It's eating me up,
killing me slowly...!

But never mind, I'm allready as dead, as I can be, while I'm still alive...

I have nothing more to say, except, "Think twice" before you do anything!!!¨

One single mistake ruined my life!!!