Lonely..

My single friends always say "Being single, isn't lonely"
But being in a relationship doesn't mean you can't feel lonely.
I never felt so lonely before.
You're here, but not really..
I miss you more then ever.
I miss seeing you every single day. I miss your smile, your laugh, your fingers plaited into mine. I miss your kisses, your hugs, your sense of humor, your voice, you.
You made me so happy, all I ever felt with you, was love and happiness.
I don't know what to do. We are so far away now. Are you coming home to me? Or will you forget me? Forget our feelings, our memories, our time together?
I don't wanna throw it away.. Do you?
I don't want you to forget me. Or forget us.
Maybe it gets better when you come home, and stays home. I'm looking forward to that. If we hold until then. I hope we do.
But at some point, its maybe better to be single and fell lonely, then being with you and still feel so alone.
I don't know what to do..