im sorry

To sit and think of you, seduces you into a lie,
pains my heart and makes me quite giddy.
I should tell it's all a game,
but I just can not let you go your way.
what you feel for me, give me the happiness I have never felt before,
You gave me love and pain, and showed me the way I have not see before.
but I can not go back to the old feet I had for you,
the only thing I can do is look the other way
while I prefer you to an endless game.