The pain of love

I wanna believe in you..
I wanne believe in your love for me..
But the pain inside my heart, you can't see..
The way I am is to protect myself,
from harm and sorrow,
God, I need help..
Why won't you fight for me?
Am I not worth it?
I thought I was,
damn this is bullshit..
Take me away, to a place with no sorrow,
where there's only us and our love,
please, I'll follow..
Why is this so hard?
Why can't you see my pain?
I gave you my love,
now I live in vain..