Love song

I did it again and I only have my self to blame.
I’ve should have turned my back and gone home
But I got to desperate, its always the same.
Looking back , I couldn’t have felt more alone.

Running around trying to make up excuses
Just to be near you , so that I can feel you.
What a stupid thing to do.
Building up all these illusions.

What am I suppose to do ?
You offer me your hand
And I take it, almost on demand.
Oh my god I feel like such a fool.

And then you push me away, go astray.
And I cant forget all the bad things you put me through.
And I do remember all the things they told me.
But I don’t know what to say.

Why cant you make up your mind?
You know im yours for the taking.
But I don’t know if you’re really mine.
Please lay it on the line, cause my heart is breaking.

Struggling so you will just look at me
Cant remember, I've ever been that weak.
I’m desperate for you’re attention
But it isn’t me that you seek.

And then you touch me, kiss me, hold me.
And I forget all the bad things, you put me through.
And I cant remember anything they told me.
Cause im helplessly in love with you.