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Our friendship makes me doubt,
tell me are you in, or are you out?
I can't read you, like I could in the past,
but I really - really need 'us' to last.
I'm broken inside - I'm messed up,
sometimes I wish this hell could stop.
I can't describe what is going on,
but I can tell you, it's not fun at all.
Yes, I have made my mistakes,
and I have made you lose your face.
I have made you so sad and upset,
don't know what happened in my head.
But I hope, that you one day will forgive,
basically that would make me live.
Can't you see, that you were my everything?
You made me smile - even made me sing.
You were worth more than a million gold,
year - you were the sister who made me hole.
When I dream at night, I dream of you,
dream of what I would wish, we could do.
I can't make us so close once again,
but I can say you were my best friend.
You have to know that I'm here for you,
and that's no matter what you are going to do.
People tell me, I have to let you go,
but I just can't, because I miss you so.
But maybe that would be better than this?
You've found other friends, and this is a mess.
Loosing you, opened my eyes, and made me see,
now I can see, what you meant to me.
Thanks for the lovely memories my lord,
you will always have a special place in my heart.