Trying to forget

Trying to forget
but right now it's impossible.
You found my past and now I'm
trying to forget, trying to move on.

I can't stop these tears.
Can't smile, just want to cry.
I love you but still it's hard to confront my past
so I’m trying to forget, trying to move on.

I wish you were here.
I wish you would hold me.
But it's not your fault. You didn't know.
Trying to forget, trying to move on.

I know you had no idea that I couldn't answer that question without crying.
But I'm no longer denying my past.
Just trying to forget, trying to move on.