Hurt feelings

I thought that you were in love with me, but you weren’t.
My feelings didn’t matter as far as you were concerned.
No, you didn’t give a damn about my feelings for you.
I gave you my heart to hold, and my entire soul.
"I love you" you said, in a way so tender and bold,
And I believed that every word you said to me was true.

Every single day, and it was right from the start.
Every single day you were playing games with my heart.
And I swear to God that I believed you, I really did.
Since then I’ve become a lot wiser and a little less naive,
And when I look back, I’m glad I decided to leave.
But I’m ashamed that I was such a foolish kid.

You were everything that I had on my mind,
So I don’t understand why you lied to me all the time.
It’s very incomprehensible to me, I must say.
I’ve tried my best but I don’t understand why.
I just don’t get it, why did you base the whole thing on a lie?
Well, you don’t even wanna explain it to me anyway.

When you told me you had slept with another guy,
My eyes were filled with tears and I started to cry.
I just couldn’t stand anything anymore.
You told me it was an accident, but I didn’t care,
Because accidents aren’t necessarily rare,
And I was mad at you like never before.

This whole thing that you called love is over and out,
And you better believe me when I say that I have no doubts,
Because you don’t even wanna let the truth unfurl.
I see now that you were my pains and diseases.
You have broken my heart into a thousand pieces,
And I am so sick and tired of you, girl.

Then again, I must admit that I loved you very much.
I thought I couldn’t get by without the feel of your touch,
And I never thought that you would betray me and lie.
You’ve thrown my entire life down in the gutter.
You’ve filled my entire life completely with clutter,
And I can’t help but wonder why.

Why did you do all these cruel and horrible things to me?
Since you didn’t love me, why didn’t you just leave me be?
It’s so very hard for me to understand.
I don’t know what’s gone wrong inside your head,
But because of that, we no longer sleep in the same bed,
And I try to understand, but I can’t.

I see no reason at all why we should be friends,
Because I don’t think I ever wanna meet you again,
That will just make my mind recall.
Luckily, my feelings for you have gone since long,
I don’t care anymore about what went wrong.
Our summerlove faded away with the fall.