Impossible

I try to fly, but it's impossible.
I'm sitting here in the darkness,
Cold and all alone. I try to look at you but it's impossible.
You hurt me to damn much, so I can't accept you. I dont know what to do.
I still love you. I still care about you. But looking at you, is something I just can't do. See you with that girl, See the smile on your face. Damn baby you hurt me. Now i'm all alone and I need you. But it's over... I'm crying every niqht, try to understand where the hell I went wrong. Tell me baby.. Please, cuz I need to know! My soul is crushed, my heart is broken.
Its hard to know, that you aint there by my side, you will never be there to dry my eyes when i cry. But I must try to remember that life goes on.
I know that I will never find a boy so speciel like you, but I know that somewhere out there, there's a man that want leave me for another qirl,
Because I will be all qood enough for him..

I still love, I proplerbly always will,
You ment everything to me. And you're hard to forget. Course you were my speciel anqel!