Erternal pain

the mind in this body
dont belong to me, it belongs
to an angel, it belongs to you.

I only thinck of you.
you are the nightmare at night.
you are my dream in the sun.

I hope to see you in the haven,
but i belive that I will end in hell.
because I haved killed my emotions.

I can't feel the wind.
I can't feel the sea.
I can't feel the pain.
I can't feel the tuch of your hand.
I can't feel because the pain
in my soul is to big.
I hope that you can help me.
I hope that you can make me live.

my emotions is dead.
my feeling is gone.
I am protectet aginst pain and love.
I am living in my hell.
I can feel the flammes under my skin.
I am living in erternal pain.
I can only hope that you know that
I love you.

I fall in the erternal darkness
I never feel the sun.
I am the undead, I am living but not feeling the warm of the person I love.

I am trep alone in the darkness of my soul an i can't escape from the dream I have every sec. of my life.
I can't run from the feelings i have for you.

It is a pain for me to see you so happy whit another person, it just make wanna kill my self,
it just make me cry tears of blood.