Miss you

This I need to tell you:
I love you... I miss you so much
But I forgive you for leaving me behind
I used to wish I could have gone with you
I wanted to leave and follow
But I was too afraid.... I was never as brave as you
And now I don't want to go anymore
I hope you're happy in your new place
And I hope to be reunited when my Time comes
Until then I know you can look down on me
From your own special place in the sky
And see that I am happy
Though being without you tears me apart
He gave me happiness again
I know you would like him.. Love him
Differently than I... but still
And I know he would have loved you
If he had had a chance to know you
I'm sorry it's too late for that
He will know you through me maybe
I can feel your blessings all around
And they make me strong
Thank you... for being strong enough
Strong enough to be here though you're gone
I love you.. And God knows I miss you!
I wish you were still here so bad
But I'm stronger now... Love has made me strong
I love him... You are still my best friend
So I needed you to know.
Thank you for listening