My last prair

Dear God I have only one prair
let me die and leed me there
I got the biggest pain in my chest
so this is my last and true wish

I need some pease in my heart
so take me up to the brightest star
life is to hard and so cold
I can't wait until I get old

What have I done wrong in this life
I see it as heart breaking fight
I am so tired and to sad keep fighting on
so I just wish that I was gone

Please God help me with my pain
nothing in my life wont be the same
I know you want me to live
but please let me return your beloving gift