Don´t hate me ...

I´m a place nearby ...
Don´t try to forget me ...
I know, I maybe deserve it ...
But please, some how ...
Try to understand me ...
It´s hard, I know ...
I sometimes, don´t even understand myself ...
Am I in love ... Am I not ... ?
I seach for the true answer ...
Will I ever find it ... ?
Now, after almost a year ... ?
Maybe I´ll find it some day ...
But then, maybe it´s to late ...
Now I ask you, not to cry ...
Maybe, I´m not that worth ... ?
You have a special place in my heart ...
Always ...

I try to love you ...
I really do ...
But I don´t ...
Yet ...