Inside us

This time it is too far out,
Nothing... you give me nothing.
We are breathing the same old air
But I can’t breath
And we both know it

I can’t always stand here
I’m afraid…
If you’re going to do that thing
Can’t live with in my head
Why did you say that you were going to do that?

My life is a mess right now
You can do it good again
You know that
But you just don’t stop crying
the best would be if I died now…

What is my mistake this time?
I’m not perfect... I know that
But you just can’t stop?
You can’t stop reminding me about it
Just relax…